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noelle_campbell
11 September 2011 @ 02:11 pm
My 9/11 tribute on the 10th anniversary....

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He was still on his feet after the second plane hit. He felt the building shake and could even feel the heat from the explosion. There were so many sounds, concrete shattering, steel melting, glass breaking, fire burning, people screaming, but the strangest of them all was the wind. There was wind going through his tower.

He had often gone to the window nearest his cubicle and looked out, hands flat on the window and joked to his office mate about jumping if he had to read one more memo about not leaving food in the company fridge over weekends. There was one that morning when he opened his email.

"I'm gonna make the boss eat my wife's three day old casserole one day," he swore that morning, "or shove him right out this window."

That window had blown out when the second plane hit and shrapnel had flown through his office. He had been lucky, he had been at his desk on time. Or maybe he hadn't been lucky. Maybe today, September 11, 2001, it would have been better to be late.

There was fire everywhere and smoke so thick he couldn't keep his eyes opened for more than two seconds at a time. He turned the corner that took him into the hall. He heard shouts, moans and screams, but somehow. He tripped over someone, or something. He was about to crouch down to feel what it was, maybe someone that needed help, when someone tripped on the something also and pushed him forward.

He stumbled down the hallway, smoke starting to funnel through it so thick that he couldn't see a thing. He reached out to touch a wall for some guidance and it burned his fingers. He snatched his hand back, put his arm over his eyes and nose.

He was coughing now. It hurt like hell. He felt like he was breathing in burning ashes, they clogged and smoldered in his lungs. He heard screaming and turned away from it. Whoever was screaming, they couldn't be going the right direction, though he couldn't even remember how many turns he had taken or even where the stairs were with his lungs burning and his eyes full of smoke.

He took a step and started to fall. The wind rushed around him. He gasped clean air and blinked his eyes until they cleared. He saw the structure below, the lobby he had come in that morning. He saw the rush of windows as he fell by each floor and he thought of his wife. He actually heard the sound of his body going through the glass but there was no pain. He heard a sound that must have been his body hitting the floor, but there was no more sounds after that, not ones he could understand, anyway. There was only a bright light in a tunnel and the thought that he was going home.
 
 
noelle_campbell
08 September 2011 @ 09:06 am
Susan sat crying at her desk at work. She had a cubicle in the back of the fourth floor, so no one noticed for a while. She claimed it was allergies at first, and did what she could with eye drops to clear up her eyes. But she couldn’t stop crying. Her eyes got puffy and the red rims did not go away with allergy treatments.
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15 April 2011 @ 06:24 am
Doctor Ijeoma moved the petri dish from the lab table to the microscopic observation port, MOP for short. He pulled his hand back and turned on the machine. The monitor warmed to life, displaying a magnified version of the samples in the dish. "Magnify and sample area," he directed. Tiny machines came into view, taking samples with tiny claws, feeding it into other machines that processed them.

The results displayed across the viewscreen in bold black colors, sample dish still visible in the background.

"No change," he mumbled. He sat back in his chair rubbing his long chocolate brown fingers into his equally brown forehead. "No change."

He turned on his lab chair to his media center, filed a report and delivered it digitally to the Bureau of Health Affairs and then waited for their call, like he did every week.

He watched the screen, still asleep, and thought about days before the plague. His eyes turned to look at the picture he still had on display on his desk. A picture of him, his chocolate brown face bringing out the white toothy grin, his arm around a friend with an equally wide smile, though not nearly as contrasting. They were like ying and yang in the picture, and even in their professional and social lives. They were the perfect balance. He picked up the picture and pulled it into his lap.

"Where are you now Thomas?"

The monitor blinked into life and a face appeared on the screen. "Doctor Ijeoma?"

The doctor sat up straighter in his chair and put the picture back on the desk where it had been. "Yes, I'm here."

"No change?" His bureaucratic liaison was half his age with twice the hair: A plain looking Caucasian man with the exception of his suit and tie.

"No change," he verified, nodding his head.

"What do you need?"

"I need Thomas Miller." He rubbed his fingers into his temple again.

"Dr. Miller has RED1212, Dr. Ijeoma. He has the plague. And you know perfectly well that he
is in no condition to help you with your research."

"No, I do not know that." He sat straighter in the tall chair. "I haven't been out of this lab in years."

"Doctor Miller can no longer function in a lab environment. He is quite insane."

"But in his mind is the key to this. He created the virus, he can create a cure." The doctor pressed his thumb and forefinger together in front of the screen. "He knows cloning and engineering better than any doctor on Mars."

"We keep having this conversation, Joe. Dr. Miller caught the plague, and you know what it does to people. He had a 'secret lab' where he lived his Dr. Frankenstein fantasies. He was not a well man. When he was institutionalized, he cut off his ears, burned off his hair-"

"And escaped," the doctor replied blandly.

"And escaped," the pencil pusher replied, nodding his head. "We have no idea where he is now."

"I don't think you are even looking for him." He shook his head and laughed sadly. "I think you are glad he is gone."

"We have given you every resource you have asked for. If we could give you Dr. Miller, without exposing you to the plague, we would."

Joseph Ijeoma sighed and slumped in his chair and shook his head. Thomas had the key to the plague. He knew it, and deep down, he was sure the bureaucrats knew it too.

"What do you need Dr. Ijeoma?"

Joe took a deep breath and looked directly into the screen. "Nothing you can give me Mister Langham. Screen off."
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noelle_campbell
16 February 2011 @ 04:34 am
In Iran they banned Valentines Day not because they thought it smacked of commercialism--maybe if they had done it for that reason they would have found more sympathy in the West--they banned it because of its corrupting Western Influence. The products that are imported may not even be from America. Even here the hearts, candy and cards are often made in China or Mexico. But what all of these things represent is steadily blamed, even in the states, as "American." And just what exactly is so evil about a dozen roses bought from a local nursery? (Yes, those were also banned)

Hearts, flowers, Halmark and the millions they make in February, Tweeted "I love you's," e-cards, everything that seems so 'decadent' and 'commercial' are all little seeds of liberty that, if purchased or not, plant hope in the hearts of the oppressed and abused. Hope, as we have all been witness to in recent years, is a very powerful tool.

Commercialism isn't only good for the oppressed, however. It is also good for those who are free.

On Valentines Day we are witnesses to dozens of people in line with tokens of love and affection for other people. These social actions creates an atmosphere that welcomes public shows of affection. Christians who believe that showing love and service is like the first, great commandment to love the Lord your God, can only count all of these 'commercial' transactions going on around them in the first two weeks of February as a good thing. Similarly, those who do not believe in God can understand that the act of showing affection publicly for another person aids a society that values positive social interaction.

These standards should apply to Christmas, which gets a similar criticism from critics of commercialism, though it applies doubly so to those who count themselves as followers of Christ. There is an even more powerful reason for Christians to support the traditions that commercialism has introduced into this holiday.

Christ told us that we only needed the faith of a mustard seed. However you interpret that: as the beginning of greater faith, or that true faith only needs to be small and pure, you would not deny a non believer who celebrates Christmas has planted, wittingly or not, that seed. This could not and would not have happened if Christmas were not so commercialized. Literally millions of people who are not Christian at all celebrate his birth every year. It would not seem very Christ-like at all, to judge their worthiness of it and deny them the fruits of His labor. You cannot stop them from their free exercise when it the holiday is spread and celebrated on a free and open market. And in this way, commercialism not only spreads Christianity, but it spreads it the way that Christ himself prefers--free will.

One thing we seem to agree on, and that people rarely complain about, is a Thanksgiving feast. In every culture there is a day of feasting where they give thanks of some sort or another. Most of these coordinate with harvest time, and most of these have local, commercial ad campaigns that are equally agreeable to the local governments. No one thinks it's gluttony or an excess brought on by the marketing of cranberry sauce and turkey, ham, yams and marshmallows. The idea that we stuff ourselves full in gratitude for what we have seems perfectly acceptable. It makes me wonder why commercialism in the name of giving to others isn't...
 
 
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Leumas, the God of all that was in Haven, held his beloved in his arms while she sobbed. He looked at the tree, the one she had tended to and loved like a child. It trembled to know she was near, but where the bark had once been smooth and golden, it was now mottled by many scars that seeped thick black sap. THe branches were full of brown leaves that were shriveling and molding.
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The symbiotic relationship between grackles and Toyota trucks can be seen here, in their natural habitat of a grocery store parking lot. See how the grackle gently cleans all the dead bugs from the Toyota's grill, performing an invaluable service and receiving sustenance in return.

 
 
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Why I Write About Blind Wizards

 

I once read a booklet by my favorite author, Terry Brooks, entitled "Why I Write About Elves." I really can't remember what he said. I think he might have said he liked elves. So why shouldn't I tell you about what I like, the man I am in love with: Sam. He is the best man I have ever known. With that I have probably already lost you. What do you care about Sam? He isn't an elf, an explorer, or a pirate.

Maybe I should have started by telling you that he is deaf and blind. Perhaps I should have told you about his struggles with addiction or started with something a little more benign like the fact that he was adopted. I know you would focus on those things, his situations, disabilities, and you couldn't see him the way I do. You'd feel empathy, sympathy, or even pity. You might even accuse me of using his disabilities to draw you in and pull at your heartstrings. Similarly, you might do as my husband himself has accused me; of canonizing him because he is disabled. But that is not the case.

I could, at will (as any wife might) give you a list as long as a football field of little niggles that make me understand my husband is definitely not a saint. A saint would not overload the washer after his wife had repeatedly told them it is not a triple loader and can you imagine Saint Patrick leaving his stubble in the sink after he shaved? Of course not. Eventually I would get back to mentioning he is deaf or blind and we'd be stuck there and you'd forget that to me, he is the man who leaves the toilet seat up. So, yes, I understand he's not a saint. He is actually more like a deaf-blind knight on a mule he thinks is a horse. I call him my hear-o Sir Random Loud Noise--I don't think the hearing understand just how loud the deaf can be--but people just think I'm being ironic.

Even my hearing friends don't take me seriously when I tell them that I can find them a really nice deaf guy if they just learn ASL. "You can scream at them and get it all off your chest and they won't yell back," I tell them. They will reply that they want to be 'heard.' I know that isn't precisely true. They want to be 'listened to,' and the deaf are really good at paying attention and trying to understand you, even (and especially) when you don't know much ASL. I tell my girlfriends that I know where Prince Charming is. They think I'm joking.

It's actually very frustrating.

I am not certain if they think I am romanticizing Sam's condition, Usher's Syndrome, or not. It is a fact our little family lives with every day. We deal with it in the practical straightforward way we tackle other every day obstacles--like how to get my youngest to eat vegetables. Being deaf and blind in our house is not traumatic or even significant. But others can't, don't, and won't see it that way and so... I write.

Writing experts always suggest you write what you know, what matters most to you. 

I write fantasy stories where the hero is blind and sci-fi stories where the heroine is deaf. I write little biopics about the things I have learned in the deaf community or from Sam himself. This way I introduce you to my personal hear-o in small, bite-sized pieces you can swallow without feeling the need to have pity or empathy. I entertain and enlighten you on my world. I do it because that is what you do with treasure: put it on display.

Maybe I don't know about quantum mechanics, ancient languages, castles, wars or robotics, but I do know Sam. One day, when I'm a top selling novelist, many other people will know him too. And who knows, maybe they'll find their own deaf-blind knight in shinning armor. 

 


 
 
noelle_campbell
24 November 2010 @ 06:11 pm

Her mother named her Pollyanna because she loved Haley Mills movies but the last person that called her by her full name got a black eye.  Not even her parents called her Pollyanna--mostly, that was because they were deaf and they used her namesign (which was almost as embarassing as her name since it was the 'positive' sign, which is your two index fingers making a 'plus' sign--using a P sign with the right hand).  All her friends (almost all hearing), called her Polly. 

Her name, and the reasons for it, were an enigma to Polly.  She had been forced to endure Haley Mills movies for almost her entire childhood.  But what confused her was that her mother watched them without any captions, translation, interpretation or anything.

"Like this movie, why?" she would often ask.

Her mother's answer was always similar: "Her beautiful smile," or, "She happy," or, "She smile, other people smile, same."  Polly would glance from her mother to her father.  He would shrug as if to say, "I don't understand any of it," and Polly would grind her teeth, thinking to herself that it was at least HALF her father's fault her name was Pollyanna.  He had LET his wife do that terrible thing to his own flesh and blood--name them after a Disney character.

"Look at it this way," her best friend Jane had said one day, "at least they didn't name you Rapunzel..."


 
 
noelle_campbell
10 October 2010 @ 10:53 am

Temptress Katy was putting the finishing touches on her outfit. Her ink black hair was curled to perfection and fell softly around her shoulders, framing and accentuating her face. Her lips were painted dark red and her eyes were heavily outlined. Her dress was a bright pink mini that accentuated her legs and perfectly matched the pink pumps that finished her outfit. She stretched luxuriously and admired herself in the mirror.

"You can take that all off," a voice said from somewhere beside her, "it's pointless."

Katy turned to look at the little man in the three piece suit standing in the darkest corner of her room, away from the bright light of her mirror.

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noelle_campbell
27 September 2010 @ 05:38 am
A story I have dreamed upon
I wake up with voices in my head
Rushing to the empty notebook
Trying to remember what they said


The page still empty of my fading dream
My body forces a yawn
Characters fade with morning
Ideas dreamed before dawn